~Feeling : Rahsia Kita Berdua~

Assalamualaikum sayangs. ^__^ v

okay sebelum pape, sile play lagu bawah, and enjoy!

klip ni sekali bersama lirik. just so you know, yang u guys can sing along. yeah? YEAH!

okay lah. sekarang ni,  i'm all smile. (^__________^) lebar x?? haha

i'm sure, very sure, yang we all have this one particular song that we love to listen to like every second of the day.

and we don't really care to push the rewind button or previous button all over again, right??

hahaha.. 

its hard to pick up few sentences that really catches my attention at most. cause all of them do! 

but, 

if i have to. HAVE to, ermmm...

"rahsia kita berdua~~" *mood: shh..shhh gitu... 

and and..

"saya kenal sayang saya" (^__________^) ♥♥♥♥

~mood= feeling feeling in love weee~~~~

are you in love, peeps????
hope you are.



p/s: u don't really need to post everything bout your love life. it came to a point, like barfing. u know.? do u? u do. 

How to dig you, huh?

Assalamualaikum all.

How? how? 

Okay recently, I got a jersey from a friend. Well, I requested, because it's like uh-maezinggg!!! 

yellow, and amazingggg! hahaha...

then i realise, its Arsenal's . so, i'm like......

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huh? i literally only follow malaysian football coz its inspiring at 1st.

now, i can't wear the jersey unless i know sumtin' out of everythin'...

get me???

so........so, i watched only clips from a match of theirs'.

Arsenal vs Man City.
wahahahaha~!!!!

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*man u ni bkn hebat ke??? adoiii...msti kne blasah truk ni.... =.="

saksikan dari link ni:

http://theworldgame.sbs.com.au/match/report/189819/Arsenal-vs-Manchester-City

AHAH! AHAH! mereka MENANG laaaarrr...

check this out :



mike arteta. the  scorer.

 ini pulak sample jersey i k.... i love yellow!!

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so,

there's a lot more to learn bout this team. 

still browsing thru their webpage..... hehehe

*susah bnor nak cari line streaming free. =,=""

anyway, congrats to Arsenal.

nota kaki, ini adalah 2nd post, the correction post. huhu... tata!

Bercinta lah dengan aku yang aku, bukan dia.

Assalamualaikum from me to you.

Hati ini sedih. Sangat. Celaru. Mood minggu ni or last week, adalah melayan emosi dan perasaan. Why? Persoalan yang malu untuk aku mengaku. 

*tergelak sinis

Aku ada terbaca post beberapa orang this past weeks. Malu. 

Seoarang bakal ibu yang tidak sempurna menantikan kelahiran bakal anak ke bumi-menerima cacian ramai, seorang tunangan orang yang hendak sempurna kan diri, meluahkan isi hati kepada tunang yang bakal menjadi imam nya, seorang kakak yang kecewa dengan sikap adiknya yang tidak pernah serik dan banyak lagi.

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Sunyi. Selalunya aku mempunyai tempat untuk mengadu, di mana situasi nya selalu aku meluahkan , kadang-kadang mendengar sahaja. Kerana, hanya mendengar suaraku, sudah cukup diketahui kesedihan di dadaku, lalu nasihat diberi tanpa perlu aku berkata-kata, sambil ditemani air penyejuk hati.

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Dewasa? Apakah itu? Matang? Selalu menjadi permintaan. 

*termenung

Apakah aku perlu menunjukkan segala-galanya, luar dan dalam aku juga kepada ramai? Perlukah aku menjadi orang yang serius dalam setiap kata dan laku ku, sedangkan dalam pemikiranku, sudah terlampau penat aku menjadi dewasa? Bukan aku menolak idea matang atau dewasa itu. Aku juga mahukan ramai sekelilingku berfikir dan bertindak dengan matang a.k.a tidak lagi kebudak-budakan. 

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Tapi, dunia tidak akan cantik lagi, seperti mana aku mengenalinya. Aku mahu laku seperti budak-budak, aku mahu keluarkan kata-kata yang bernas. Namun, tiap kali, dua ini tidak berjalan seiringan. Tiap kali, teman ku inginkan nasihat dari ku, akan ku berikan sepatah kata yang cukup bernas rasaku, namun ku selingkan dengan tawaku atau lenggok tubuh ku yang tidak menggambarkan sebenar pesanku. 

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Seringkali juga diri ku yang sudah menginjak usia, dilayan seperti adik-adik kecil. Adakah aku kecil hati? Tidak. Aku suka begitu. Namun, tipu. Jika kena pada tempat, orang dan waktu nya, aku suka begitu. Namun, jika orang, waktu dan tempatnya tidak kena, aku memberontak.

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Biarlah. Usah dilayan. Mereka begitu kerana belum cukup mengenali aku. Aku juga tidak mahu mereka begitu mengenali ku. I'm saving myself for me.

*Kecewa.

Aku rasa, secara bodohnya kerana seorang lelaki. Atau. Dua orang kah? 

*ketawa sinis.

Ye, aku suka kan dia. Perlu kah aku mengaku? Tidak. Aku lagi gentarkan rejection, dan termusnahnya talian sahabat kami. Aku rindukan dia. Tapi, aku takutkan dosa itu. Aku lupa caranya. Aku marahkan diri. Adakah aku LUPA matlamat aku, impian aku yang dia hancurkan dulu, angan-angan yang aku simpankan  hingga sekarang? Ketika aku menangis hiba, ketika aku LUPA arah. 

Dan, aku masih lagi mahu begini. 

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Mungkin, aku perlu untuk besar. Keluar dari dinding pagar aku dan laku seperti dewasa. Mungkin perlu untuk aku simpankan manja ku, manis ku, hanya untuk mereka yang aku percaya. Tidak lagi menerima sebarangan manusia dalam hidup aku. Mungkin sudah tiba masa aku menjadi AKU, in and out.

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Baik lah. Mulai saat ini. 

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Tidak. Aku masih aku. Who am i kidding?

Ini lah apa yang aku rasakan sekarang. Sambil mendengar lagu Tattoo.  

:: So what? ::

If they lied, 

If they cheat,

If they cried, 

If they weep.

If they smile,

and they laugh,

If they look

and they glance.

If they curse,

and they joke.

If they speak,

If they sing,

If they throw,

If they swing.

If they utter words

and they keep silly acts.

If they keep silence, 

and make major gestures.

So what?

I'm hurt,

and it will not last.

I'm heart broken

and I will rise up.

I'm  crushed,

and it will not change me.

So what?

I'm not alone and will never be.

Leave me, 

and I'll survive.

So what?

:: My 1st dinner with them ::

Assalamualaikum sayangs. 

Yesterday, on 31st of March 2012, my college held an event named Malam Permata Gemilang. Purpose of this dinner *mmg wajib every year* is to show *lebih best, nk bg hadiah* to excellent student, fellows, assistant fellows, and some lucky sister or brother that attended the dinner. 

The thing about attending this dinner is that because of, I never did attend any dinner while I was in UTM KL. So, I really want to go. *sbnrnye, nak cantek2 je. ^___^ v.

Last night was fun. Well, if referring to the dinner itself, hmm, the shows- yes, never knew k10 has got  some talents. *penggabungan kolej laki n pompuan.ho yeah!  mmg cuci mata last night. peace!*

*melepaskan nafas yg xberapa nk pjg, demam punye pasal*

For this whole week has been a very tiring one. 1st time i had tests all week long. directly. *org melayu ckp, bturut2.*

All hardcore subjects. class in the morning, test in the night time. I commuted to and from k9 to kp, packed my stuff and went to kp to do a group study. Such a benefit of group studying when time is limited. *suke3!*

Okay okay. lets get into details of last night. 

jajanggg! 

My table is placed at the back. Like seriously just after the entrance. *tp meja kami kelilingnye boys. ^__^ *

4 girls and 6 boys. Now only i know that the guy is totally drown. haha..he is crazy!! cool cool. Meet and greet new friend, Qilah. She is crazy too! Definitely crazy table. When the event just about to begin, the guys are already eating. And just after the food arrived, *senduk dulu nasi n lauk kt pinggan * and they up and running to get refills. haha... *kuat lantak!*

It was fun. I have a great time. > it was nice seeing him wearing it. but.........he took my phone. and..... its my wallpaper. i wonder what he thinks...arrghh! < 

We left early. Next pit-stop is suara ok. * see, batok2 pon boleh karok lagi.! kuat semangat ! hee~*

When we arrived there, the guys already changed clothes. We the girls still in the dinner mode. still in our dresses, beautifully. =) . 2hours of karaoke, then we went to the McD just behind the university. Them guys went back. *1st time mereka xbgtau pape n just left after karok session - xsuke. xsopan langsung. *

Around 4 we left the fast food chain, and went to room sweet room. Me? online and chatted with new friend and dishing out gossip. ^_^ v. Got to bed at 6 , up and running at 10am. And dishing out here in my comfort zone. 

Please don't puke at my cam-whore session below. wahaha... im a girl. girls love taking photos. so what.?

Fathers in the world~

Assalamualaikum, and hi!

obviously i got the article copied n paste here from FB. i was reading n wondering at the same time. would it , just a little bit, be the same as what was told. if, just if, he was still alive. what i n my sisters and brother would turned out to be, now? and sadly posting this here so that whenever i open my blog, i can still read them, over n over again. 

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APA YANG ANDA TAK TAHU TENTANG SEORANG AYAH

Mungkin ibu lebih kerap menelefon utk menanyakan keadaan kita setiap hari..Tapi tahukah kita, sebenarnya ayahlah yang mengingatkan ibu untuk menelefon kita?

Semasa kecil, ibu lah yg lebih sering mendukung kita..Tapi tahukah kita bahawa sebaik saja ayah pulang bekerja dengan wajah yang letih ayahlah selalu menanyakan apa yg kita lakukan seharian

Saat kita sakit@demam, ayah sering membentak "sudah diberitahu! jangan minum ais!".Tapi tahukah kamu bahawa ayah sangat risau.??

Ketika kita remaja, kita meminta izin untk keluar malam. Ayah dengan tegas berkata "tidak boleh!"..Sedarkah kita bahawa ayah hanya ingin menjaga kita? Kerana bagi ayah, kita adalah sesuatu yang sangat berharga.

Saat kita sudah di percayai, ayah pun melonggarkan peraturannya. Maka kita telah melanggar kepercayaannya...Maka ayah lah yang setia menunggu kita di ruang tamu dengan rasa sangat risau..

Setelah kita dewasa,ayah telah menghantar kita ke sekolah@kolej untuk belajar..
Di saat kita memerlukan ini-itu, untuk keperluan kuliah kita, ayah hanya mengerutkan dahi.tanpa menolak, beliau memenuhinya..Saat kamu berjaya..Ayah adalah orang pertama yang berdiri dan bertepuk tangan untukmu..Ayah akan tersenyum dengan bangga..

Sampai ketika jodoh kita telah datang dan meminta izin untuk mengambil kita dari ayah..Ayah sangat berhati-hati mengizinkan nya..Dan akhirnya..Saat ayah melihat kita duduk di atas plamin bersama pasangan nya..ayah pun tersenyum bahagia..

Apa kita tahu,bahawa ayah sempat pergi ke belakang dan menangis?

Ayah menangis kerana ayah sangat bahagia..Dan dia pun berdoa "Ya Tuhan, tugasku telah selesai dgn baik..Bahagiakan lah putra putri kecilku yg manis bersama pasangannya"..

Setelah itu ayah hanya akan menunggu kedatangan kita bersama cucu-cucunya yg sesekali dtg untuk menjenguk..Dengan rambut yg memutih dan badan yang tak lagi kuat untuk menjaga kita.

'Sorry seems to be the hardest word' - Blue n Elton John

Sorry seems to be the hardest word

What I got to do to make you love me?

What I got to do to make you care?

What do I do when lightning strikes me?

And I wake to find that you're not there?

What I got to do to make you want me?

What I got to do to be heard?

What do I say when its all over? (babe)

Sorry seems to be the hardest word

It's sad, so sad

It's a sad, sad situation

And it's getting more and more absurd

It's so sad so sad

Why can't we talk it over?

Oh it seems to me

Sorry seems to be the hardest word

What I do to make you want me?

What I got to do to be heard?

What do I say when it's all over?

Sorry seems to be the hardest word

(Elton John)

It's sad, so sad

It's a sad sad situation

And it's gotten more and more absurd

It's sad, so sad

Why can't we talk it over?

Oh it seems to me 

Sorry seems to be the hardest word

Yeh.....sorry

Nah.......

Sorry

What do I do to make you love me?

What I got to do to be heard?

What do I do when lightning strikes me?

Yeah.....What do I got to do?

What do I got to do?

When sorry seems to be the hardest word 

Sometimes I think that sorry is the best way to tell a person, that i'm sorry. sorry for what I've done, what I've said that in any possible way that i may hurt that person's feelings or even pride.

sometimes i believe that sorry can cool a person off, can make a relationship better, can make a stranger smile. 

a person told me once, that there is no point of saying the word if you are not sincerely honest with it. a sorry should come with the feeling of sorry from the person saying so - as she quoted- 

since then, i found its hard to say sorry as easily as i would always use to. some people may just disregard everything and make accusations of me. thou, it didn't bother me. 

I've been in relationships that involves a lot of misunderstanding, pointless  argument led no where, silly acts that really hurts, spoken words that made me cried.

But it was never one sided. I knew I too took part in those processes. 

always human being judge a situation from own point of view. always human say sorry when they know they're in the wrong place. always.

it's not wrong. i'm in no place to say such thing. 

But,

since, I've been able to argue, find firm facts, and admit loss in any. i said sorry too. in such situation, i knew during the process, emotions are involved. i knew that i hurt in any way the others' feeling. i admit my loss, i said sorry. 

i acted out, made irrational demands and it tires people around me. do i say sorry? yes. in such situation. 

but, 

I would not tolerate an ongoing sorry, a pointless sorry,  a cynical sorry and a sorry act. I tried. but i just can't. 

its never wrong to say sorry thou. even if it fills up above criterion. and in such case, other would expect me to return a sorry. will i? depends.

4th - untitled

 The night is breezy,

Like the oceans would be,

It is quiet, even for me.

The talks I hear slowly fades,

A light shines up,

And I see your face.

It's empty as an empty can would be,

It's foggy, and as thick as it is.

Too careful to take a step in,

Nor wish to return back.

If only it is clearer.

Would stay and make it better.

3rd - Rejection

I've given up.

There's no used to look it up.

It's all a waste.

It's all useless.

I'm freeing my mind.

Im taking chances.

Im listening to you.

Im making choices.

Let them know.

So be it.

Thats what I heard.

Thats what I'll do.

But its too tough.

Too hard on me.

But not on you.

Its easy to watch.

Going for that.

That one you chose.

Things will get well.

As you said so.

Living a life.

That you know.

Roads too far.

Such blur for me.

Its what He said.

Its what Has done.

Maybe next time.

The turn is mine.

2nd - untitled

You seem too far

For me to catch

You seem as if

You wanted dead

Like I know little

And you know much

Long path before

Us stand in light

That light its own

You thought of things

That'll hurt you deep

You felt those feels

That'll haunt you more

You scream,you shout

Glancing and looking

With your eyes shut.

They said as

What they wish

They told us

We must forget

The moments that

Lived as we live

So life can be

And so be it.

Like it always does.

1st - Human n Flaws

kawan2... maybe u've read these before...tp i mmg suke sesuke hati n sengaja nk post n pnuhkan blog entry ni... hahaha... Have an enjoyable reading session.

I have lied,

I have cheated,

I told the truth,

I was not heard.

I have stumble,

And I struggled,

I have cried,

But not that night.

I can see,

But I was blind,

I have instinct,

But I denied.

Am flaws human,

Mistakes are mine,

Whisper my amends,

And whisper you goodbye.

_I'll be your chamberlain_

" If clouds were cotton, then you are candy, a taste wild, but dissolves when conjured
If rainbows were shawls, then you are thread, the building blocks, rarely noticed

If diamonds were grey, then you are darkest, they weep when you do, they bleach
The rainbows grow dull, the candy a lasting bitter, and the clouds float out of reach

Fate is sand, the wind blows, and I am but one grain.
My love, the diamonds long to shine, smile, and I’ll be your chamberlain "


*ini opening je heh~* Isn't it lovely? Actually, it's my friends FB wall post. I like how he put them together. And how he described it. I've been a fan of English literature since I knew about it. Always knew that language is my strongest point. *duh~ since i'm taking english class kn this sem.so what? let me bebel la~* But why am I in UTM doing for so long this engineering field?

I feel its challenging, i feel its risk taking, eye opening, and so many more. I like studying just as much as i enjoy eating spicy foods. My sayang once said, that i actually enjoy studying. Even though its stressful. Because eating spicy food is stressful and challenging, but i enjoy every bit of it. heeheehaa!! When, i leave school, i realize that my time studying was the best time in my life. *gila x?* 

But, its hard thou. Me not liking math subjects as engineering student. its like showering with no soap or shampoo. or so. i don't know. But, I can handle it. just it needs more exercise. My CEO always advise me to not give up, and always said math just needs a lot of practice. Its not the end of the world. I believe her. I've never give up. 

Just now, my lecturer opens up his book of student life to us. He told the whole class, that he wasn't even a science stream student, he took art. But, all of a sudden, he feels like doing engineering, and he went for it. It was hell - as what he said. Yes, i should know - since i'm really poor at science stream subjects back then. heh~  But its no excuse right? since, i've already have basics of it. 

For now, i'm starting back. from scratch shall i say. need to focus! 

*susah la ramai sgt member seangkatan da nk bina masjid.pastu, g majlis org, kne ar cantik2 bagai, bagi hadiah nk mula idup baru, manis2 muka sambil ber-reunion2 kt umah org kawen... ak bile lagi?? aarrgghh! stress!!! heeheehaa!!~  pastu td g men skuasy jap, tup2 kne get out dri court, nk bg laluan yg pro main... pergh, yg kite tempah awal2 pe kes... hahaha... mengong je nk komplen~ smart sungguh budak yg main skuasy td,, seb bek lpasan spm. hahahahaha~ *

babai korang. its all for today~ my babbling~

Comin' Home

this is purely a song i got from you tube after searching for Pixie Lott.

She has the most - almost the most amazing vibrated voice ever. 

This song in particular my favorite, simply because of the music, lyrics, and that it sends off the correct message i want to give to my love. hee~ i'm coming home....

oh wait!!! im not coming home. im going to UTM! whattt??? heeheehaa! enjoy!

:: Back Then ::

Back Then

Couldn’t help

I wouldn’t care

Back Then

Not much

You won’t matter

Back then

I would shout as loud

Fill my content

Back then

To live

I cheated, lied and steal

Back then

Without thoughts

I can hate

Back then

To front

I don’t tear up much

Back then

So tired

You won’t care

Back then

Shut

I stayed away

Back then

So close

We strayed

Back then

Was

Back Then

I was not

So sorry

So forgive me

As I was

And love me

As I am

Sekadar renungan untuk keSEDARan bersama.

► Assalamualaikum


*tolong jgn wat tak tau pulak. 
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Persatuan Melayu Kristian telah SAH ditubuhkan di Malaysia !!
Injil telah dicetak & di edar...
IFC buat RoadshoW besar-besaran sokong kebebasan Beragama...
Bersedialah wahai saudara - saudari ku yang amat disayangi...
BERDOALAH SEMOGA UMAT ISLAM SELAMAT
tolong sebarkan kepada yang cintakan AGAMA ALLAH


Dunia akhir zaman semakin menakutkan bila
berkait dgn soal akidah. Nak jadi apa dah ni??
Patut laa ada yang kata tak nak ada anak.
Bukan takut nak beranak, tapi takut
ada anak yang terpesong akidah.. baik tak de langsung!!

Mufti Perak, Datuk Harussani Zakaria bangkit dalam isu ini dengan
membuat kenyataan akhbar bahwa umat Islam wajib isytihar perang
terhadap pertubuhan IFC itu dan minta 50 ahli politik Islam yang menurunkan
signature sebagai menyokong penubuhan IFC itu bertaubat kepada Allah swt
kerana dibimbangi aqidah mereka sudah terbatal [3]. Datuk Harussani juga
minta kepada semua penceramah, semua ustaz-ustaz yang mengajar
kuliah-kuliah dan semua khatib-khatib, supaya jangan lupa cakap benda ni
dalam kuliah-kuliah dan di atas mimbar-mimbar Jumaat bahwa pertubuhan
IFC ini adalah musuh Islam di M`sia.

Tuan-tuan tau depa minta apa kat PM?...
Depa send memorandum kepada PM meminta 15 perkara berhubung
dengan Islam supaya dimasukkan dalam perlembagaan Malaysia.
Antaranya:

1) Setiap anak yang baru dilahirkan di Malaysia jangan dikaitkan dengan
mana-mana agama sehinggalah anak itu berusia 18 tahun
- Tu dia tuan-tuan. Ini apa cerita ni? Maknanya, anak-anak kita langsung tidak boleh
dididikkan dengan cara Islam. Kita tak boleh bubuh nama Islam kat
anak-anak. Sampai umur 18 tahun, baru boleh duduk bincang di mahkamah,
tanya kat anak kita, 'Hang nak ikut ugama apa?'...Kalau dia kata nak
jadi hindu, maka jadi hindulah dia. Kita tak boleh nak buat apa sebab dah
digazetkan dalam Perlembagaan Negara.

2) Di dalam dokumen pengenalan mykad dan passport dihapuskan kolum
identiti agama - maknanya, perkataan 'Islam' yang ada kat mykad kita itu,depa
minta di'tiada'kan.

3) Mana-mana orang bukan Islam kalau nak kahwin dengan orang Islam, dia
tidak perlu masuk Islam.

4) Mana-mana orang Islam yang nak kahwin dengan orang bukan Islam,
mestilah dia tukar agama kepada bukan Islam.

5) Sebagaimana kerajaan Malaysia menyalurkan dana kepada masjid-masjid,
begitu juga kerajaan Malaysia mesti menyalurkan dana kepada semua rumah
ibadat orang bukan Islam.

6) Peraturan sekolah yang mengizinkan anak orang Islam menutup aurat
hendaklah dimansuhkan, kerana ia menghina agama bukan Islam.

7) Hapuskan mahkamah syariah kerana ia juga menghina agama-agama lain -
mahkamah syariah kalau takdak, habih la kita tuan-tuan. Walaupun la ni
bukannya perfect, tapi itulah satu-satunya mahkamah yang defence agama
kita. Kalau mahkamah syariah disingkirkan, masalah faraid pusaka, masalah
nikah kahwin, cerai talak apa semua tu macamana?...Kalau tak dak mahkamah
syariah, maknanya, perkahwinan tidak akan berjalan di atas akad nikah,
sebaliknya, perkahwinan akan dibuat secara berdaftar

8) Mana-mana orang bukan Islam yang masuk Islam, semua hartanya
dikembalikan kepada waris yang tidak beragama Islam.

9) Mana-mana pasangan yang bukan Islam, apabila masuk Islam, maka hak
penjagaan anak tidak boleh diberikan kepada mereka.

10) Sebagaimana program-program di radio dan tv yang menerangkan tentang
ajaran Islam dalam bahasa ibunda masing-masing, begitu juga
ajaran-ajaran lain daripada Islam juga perlu diberi ruang.

11) Sepertimana Quran, hendaklah kerajaan Malaysia turut mencetak bible
dalam bahasa Melayu untuk diedarkan di seluruh negara.

12) Apa istimewanya Islam sehingga ditabalkan sebagai agama rasmi di
Malaysia? ...lagi 3 ana tak ingat, anta boleh refer dalam Majalah Millenium
Muslim

Ini dia tuan-tuan, Islam diludah depan mata kita sendiri, so mana
sensitiviti kita terhadap agama kita sendiri?...Datuk Harussani tegur PM
dan 50 ahli politik Islam yang sokong pertubuhan tersebut supaya
dibatalkan pertubuhan itu. Tau 50 orang Islam tu kata apa?...Depa kata kat
Mufti Perak, 'Ni lah kalau dah terlalu tua jadi mufti, tak open minded
langsung!'...Datuk Harussani balas dalam majalah 'Millenium Muslim',
katanya, 'Di atas sikap open-minded rakyat Malaysia yang terlampau lebih,
maka inilah hadiahnya!'...
Ini dia kata-kata seorang ulama di Malaysia. Yang lainnya sunyi sepi termasuklah akhbar-akhbar,
macam ada benda dalam mulut sampai tak boleh nak buka!
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Kata Al-Imam Ibn Kathir didalam tafsirnya: 'Sepertimana yang Tartar
berhukum dengan berteraskan sistem pemerintahan yang diambil daripada raja
mereka Genghiz Khan yang telah mencipta untuk mereka undang-undang Yasak
yang merupakan sebuah buku menghimpunkan hukum-hakam yang diambil
daripada syariat yang berbagai, iaitu Yahudi, Nasrani, Islam dan lain-lain.

Dalamnya juga banyak hukum-hakam yang diambil daripada fikiran dan hawa
nafsunya semata, lalu dijadikan undang-undang yang diikuti oleh anak
cucunya. Mereka mendahulukannya melebihi kitab Allah dan Sunnah
Rasulullah, sesiapa yang berbuat demkian maka dia adalah kafir dan wajib diperangi
sehingga dia kembali kepada hukum Allah dan Rasulnya dan tidak berhukum
selain daripadanya dalam perkara kecil ataupun besar (rujukan tafsir
al-Quran al-'Azim oleh al-Imam Ibn Kathir jld. 2, m.s. 70. Cetakan Beirut)

Allahua`ala `alam.
27 SEPTEMBER 2007

**SAPA YANG BACA ARTIKAL NIE 'DIWAJIBKAN' POST KEPADA SAUDARA MUSLIM
LAINNYA... KERANA INI SEBAHAGIAN DARI JIHAD... SUPAYA SAUDARA MUSLIM KITA DAPAT
TAHU TENTANG UNSUR-UNSUR MENGHANCURKAN ISLAM...
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Bukan setakat itu, baru2 ini, aku ada jumpe satu laman blog yg aku rase sgt informatif.

manusia akhir zaman akan lebih suka mempertikaikan sesuatu apabila sesuatu itu tak kena

pada kesukaan dia. Jadi, kalo ada sesape yg mempertikaikan kesahihan artikel2 ini, sila lah

rujuk atau bertanya pada ustaz/ ustzah. Kebenaran tak akan datang bergolek begitu sahaja.

Antara entry yg aku nk share: 


http://khalifahalhidayah.blogspot.com/2011/09/menyingkap-kewujudan-dajjal.html


dgn


http://khalifahalhidayah.blogspot.com/2011/09/angka-2012-dalam-al-quran.html

*skrg ni, dah terlampau byk sgt penyelewengan agama. Sikit2, kita kembali ke jalan Allah. Insya-Allah, kita akan selamat.

♥ Untunglah sesiapa yang baca post ni ~

Kehidupan di Kampus *^NEW

Assalamualaikum kepada semua para pembaca. Kali ni, aku nak buat entry dlm bahasa pasar. Ye!! ~pasar la sangat kn…. *haha.

Jom kite start balik dari last entry, ok? OK! Last time kalo xtau cerita, click sini :

http://heeheehaa.blogspot.com/2011/09/birthday-saya-2508.html

Next!

Jadual pun da disusun dgn jayanye.  Sekarang nk mintak sign lecturer utk stay klas mereka.. al maklumlah, klas lain smua pun nk clash..*bkn putus ea.. haha*  Then, jumpe la skali budak2 diploma yg lain- which yg majority nye adalah para lelaki yg kacak2 bergaya… *Ahaks!!*  nk cerita points yg best je ni…

1.       Setibanya di klas pertama, aku duduk di hadapan sekali krana aku tau slalunya budak2 perempuan mekanikal akan duduk seat yg kedua. *aku btol..* tp  yg syoknye mreka2 ni… masuk klas, pause kejap-plik tgk aku yg kt depan, dan trus ke belakang. Walaupun yg lewat, buka pintu klas, pause kejap- pandang aku, and duduk blakang. *awkward*’

2.       Fisrt week stat blaja, `bestfren’ aku dtg, hendak tak hendak kne handle jugak. Tension menguruskan jadual, hampir2 buat aku mnangis … tp, nasihat dri kawan baik aku , Cik Fadi, aku bjaya mgharungi hari kdua dgn baik. *siap teman aku mkn, even though die pose.  Tharu sangat!*

3.       Then, aku di masa mnunggu klas tutorial yg obviously, xde. *duh! Tak stadi, ko nk tuto kn ape kn..untung btol* ada bdk ni dtg tye ak psl klas la..and ak pun tye die gak, die amik b.i ke… pastu, alih2 kitorang switch numbers. Sweet la mamat ni. Nmpk cam innocent je. *wahahahaha*

Okay2! Kite start cerita balik. Jadi, mula lah khidupan aku entirely as a student. Pagi2, aku akn bangun pagi2 – jam 5.30 utk cari  pot dlm bilik air. *wah!! Skema nya sy!!* Then, solat and bersiap2 utk ke klas. *aku kembali slekeh- xde mse nk slendang2 bagai. haha*

Dlm klas, aku sgt2 sangat blur. In my defense, aku da tinggal blaja engineering ni dlm 2thun. tp, still no excuse. Ini semua sbb hafalan punye orang. *hahaha..ini semua ayat lecturer thinking skill aku, En A. *

But, what I see a change in me is that, awareness ada, and effort utk change tu pun ada gak. Alhamdulillah. Ini semua Allah yg hendak atas diriku. Skarang ni, at this age, I tend to think deeply and across, over and outside the ordinary. Mencari hikmah di atas segala kjadian yg mnimpa diriku. Cuba redha dan mdoakan kberkatan rezeki yg Allah beri pada setiap insan yg aku jumpe. Cuba utk mjaga percakapan, klakuan, dan cuba sedaya upaya utk tidak myakitkan hati org yg bdekatan dgn aku.  * tp aku pun manusia biasa, sifat2 buruk still ada, Cuma aku masih lagi dlm proses utk brubah lebih lagi. =)*

Jadi, skarang ni, aku cuba utk btegur sapa dan tidak sombong mcm dulu lagi. Dengan dak2 klas ak yg memanggil aku kakak, aku rase mcm aku ada tanggungjawab utk menunjukkan sifat yg baik- walaupun aku suka gelak2…*hahahaha* ~ weyh, ada jugak mamat yg cakap aku sweet~ ala… untungla aku sweet~ hahaha

RESTRICTION

Alahai!!! Allah, bantulah hambu-Mu ini. Ape je yg ter-restrict sgt tu kan.. hahaha.. Money restriction baby!! *dtujukan part ni to my roommate- Cik Zaritha*  kalo orang tye, guna pt ke jpa, jwb je, sendiri support… hahaha! Pastu nangis puas2 dlm bilik ye. Skarang aku makan, lunch nasi, mlm- godam kotak doraemon aku. Kalo tuna, maka tuna la. Kalo magi, megi la.. sadis woo.. sedih kot… xpe2, susah dulu, senang kemudian. Hehehe *(T_T)*

Time pun restrict jugak. Its like, boleh tak aku nak more than 24hours? Huhu… Marah Allah ngn aku. Dulu time diploma, aku stadi jugak, tp takdelah bgitu singkat sangat rase mase tu. Blaja 1 subjek, tau2 da pukul 11mlm. Padahal, time aku da organize btol2…mungkin blum cukup btol lgi kn… nnti lah, aku cube susun btol3 lagi. Heee~

Sekarang ni, keadaan tenang. Cume bile ada kuiz mngejut dlm klas, aku rase lost. Sebenarnye aku boleh je buat, cume bak kata en solid aku, confident takde. So, kena practice makes perfect lagi!

P/s: byk sgt ke yg sy carutkan? Tak kn? Tak..hahaha! byk benda nk tulis, tp xde points lagi. Tunggu la. Da ade wi-fi ni, boley la aku slalu meng-hupdate kn*menghadap* blog n fb… huhu… bubuy semua~ nk tdo!

Oh ye, sesiape yg baru lpas konvo, TAHNIAH2!! Anda hebat! =))

Birthday saya 25/08 ♥

Assalamualaikum w.b..t

This time, I would like to write about my birthday this year. Unlike any other years before, this time this year, it's quite happening- i guess. ??

I am * mengaku ni * birthday freak. I like celebrating one's birthday especially mine. *hehehe*

The thing is about this year is dat, this year I'm OLD- haha.. Plus, this birthday falls in the month of Ramadhan. *Alhamdulillah- bajet berkat la ni* and I'm leaving house early september. Meaning to say *abes raya je, aku cabut* Why? wae? tim-kai? I've been accepted to further my degree in UTM Skudai. *johor k, like million miles away from home*

So and so, I decided *aku eh, aku yg wat call ni* to get together with my whole family - giant family to buka puasa together. Supposedly the event was to be held on the date itself. However, my CEO, ♥ mama, has to work, she decided to treat everyone on 21st of August. *xtau la birthday sape fall on this particular day kn..*

But, its ok, its alright *ikut rentak ckit* bcoz we went to Ice Room KD, which is obviously my choice. 

dum! dum! DUM!

*Mengecewakan!* I thought we can literally eat Ice Rooms' menu food for bufet, *opcoz la kan. ko pegi ice room nk mkn ape? roti canai? mampooo?? hehe* for all we ate was nasi minyak. *mentang2 xde knduri kawen bulan pose*  So, we ate and ate like literally get up and refill food for 20times alright! (^_^)v *sbb tu giant family- kami kuat makan* 

-versi Malayu-

Kemudian, hari berganti hari, masa berganti masa, tibalah hari yg di-anticipatekn-. 

-versi English-

Special request from me, I made mama made soto... *phm x? hehe* eating non stop till my stomach can't handle anymore. Got some presents from my brother and lovely sister-in-law to be and shoes from CEO, ♥mama. Got selendang from kakak and duit raya from kakcik. 

Plus this raya, I actually ventured into selling cookies. I sold choc chip cookies and also gajus cashewnut cookies. My brother help with the branding and the logo sticker, my dearest mama and sisters helped in distributing and marketing and also the capital. 

Needless to say, *penat sangat2 weyh..naik la pressure kejap* but, at the end of the day, with some loopholes *bg free cookies to family members* i still managed to get money to survive until end of September. Worth it la...

New Chapter Of Life.

As you all know, I get to further my degree. Now as on 07/09/11, I am in PSZ, sending you this entry, from UTM Skudai, Johor. Registered on the 3rd of Sept, went thru the orientation *dgn people my age and younger-ok! tp mreka kata sy nmpak cam dak matrik...awet muda u-tapak tangan tegak dan patahkan cam nyah-ce cuba. mampoo?? *

Bcoz Utm is sooooo dayumm big, I have to be like alert - really alert at all times. Mechanical eng. guys are sooooo many. I met my juniors and ex- fellow classmates from UTMKL. *opcos la kn, ak da tua kot..hehe* 

Tomorrow, I'm going to register my subjects then sports activity which i hateeee soooo much... And I'll see you soon. More updates.

*If you,YOU, finds it boring or this boring or me boring, pls inform, let me know, so i can improve. okay? alright? wallaweyh~ terbayekkk!!! 

*p/s: tankiu soooo much for my lovely friends yang actually do wish me on my birthday and the late ones pon okay je... Just a reminder, you *kwn2 yg wish* are the ones that i'll keep for life. just simply bcos, korang xlupa aku . muahhhh!! amek ciuman maut ni~ hehehe * tata

_ Temporary Vacation _

Assalamualaikum 

Firstly, I would like to apologize to everyone that follows me....since there were no updates like a decade ago *mwahahahaa!! 

Anyway, I'm going to make it up to you by posting bit by bit something that I call my Temporary Vacation. 

On 23/03/2011, after suddenly quitting from my dearest-NOT job, I decided to go to my runaway island- Pulau Langkawi. Well, enough said that I have faced emotional issues lately, then, with my family not allowing me to further my degree in Korea and my ex-supervisor (maybe with hatred) made my monthly call performance like heel (trying to be polite here..;D) **no! no! I won't discuss her anymore.

So,
From previous entry, I've type about Firefly's service right. Well, lets start there.

As promised date, my mom and my sister sent me to Subang airport. I was actually very nervous. Did I mention very-very nervous?? Oh, Allah knows best.. I was nervous though very excited like michin , and while waiting to board the plane, I saw many tourists heading to Langkawi too. My number was called and I went to the checking point. -no pictures taken though- aww(sad sound in the background ;P)

1st time boarding a plane

okay, this part I'll tell in Malay k...heeheehaa!!

Masya Allah! Subhanallah! excited gile kot korang!!!! (byk sgt tanda seru kn? sori~) Mula2, plane jln, stewardess ni sibuk la blakon kt depan tunjuk safety features. lepas da pakai segala macam tali pinggang, kepala budak jakun ni pun teleng la - sehabis teleng memandang ke luar tingkap... Sikit2 semua nye nampak semakin kecil... pastu kan, masa nak naik tu, heeheehaa!! terangkat beb! :D Nasib baik duduk sorang2, tergelak pun, yang lain2 xperasan sangat. hehe... walaupun agak mengantuk, tapi kepala still kena teleng ke luar... memang excited, teruja, gembira, dan nak naik lagi kapal terbang. 

So, dekat situ, saya dah menanam cita2 untuk *suatu hari, bekerja di lapangan terbang...manalah tau dapat annual free trip..kn? kn... hehehe

Not just for fun....

Okay, this part is the one that is very close to me part. Doubts in my head when I was just thinking about posting this entry. You see, I never got a chance to qhatam the Holy Quran. So, taking into consideration that this is and has always been my goal ever since in schooling period, and since I am staying with my grandparents, I thought, I must take this chance and actually try to finish the whole Quran. InsyaAllah~*(Well. eventually, I only get to finish half of it . I read them to my wan for almost every night and every single time I read, I tried to finish 1 surah directly. )

The 1st week, I was there, my uncle * that is what I call my atuk , take me out to some store auction. Everything was cheap and very exclusive indeed. He said, the store originally is a spa / cafe - which, if you are familiar in Langkawi, this kind of place is indeed killing your money. The ones who manage the store decided to close up since it is lack of customers and don't have enough capital to cover up, she decided to sell everything off. 

* these are only very few of the things

Everything you see there, e-ve-ry-thing is for SELL! Get me? heeheehaa! I also get to go to a conventional wedding there, where the father of the bride owns a very huge land and have goats everywhere- embeekkk embeekkk ~~~ haha~ and the pictures below shows you cars . Why? Simply because, the house is up the very top hill and the road only fit for one's car. So, huge traffic jammed on the hill. Besides, xkan I plak nak amik gambar umah org. dahla xkenal.no~no~no...

And, not to mention, my uncle really wants me to slim down again, so he made an effort to get me walking at the beach.Well, only for that one time. The rest of my staying period, I normally walk at the beach alone accompanied by strangers and HOT strangers...:D heeheehaa!! And, nope, I don't take pictures of hot strangers, cuz nature is much more beauty. :)

Wait, it doesn't stop there. While I was there, I have a very active night life with the old folks. They certainly do not go to clubs or pubs..heeheehaa! Being close to the seniors will teach you how you would want to live your life now... *food for thought ~ Their activity is very simple. simple indeed. Karaoke-ing! woohooo!! All oldies songs from Sinatra, Beatles, Saloma ... err, many more. * I am NOT that old school type. sorry~ 

I stayed in Langkawi from 23/03/11 till 23/04/11. 1 month in total. A very meaningful and taught - full time I had there. I've learned a lot. 

1. Respect the elderly. Face it, all of us are going to be old and helpless. besides, what comes around, DO goes around, right?. 

2. Always save up your money. The most important thing about having a career, is not just for the sake of the career, but for how much money have you saved. At the end of the day, if you don't have any money in your savings account, from what source are you going to rely on? *really needed this lesson most. ;(

3. Be friendly and helpful to people. You may need it sometime. A smile doesn't kill. Even if it does, You will die smiling. (mati dlm iman katenye :))

4. and Prepare yourself for the hereafter life, because, THAT  only matters. I'm reminding myself while reminding all of you out there. 

So, time to go back to reality. UTP called for interview and I went for it, I did really good. Never felt better. But, the rezeki is not mine to have. It's okay. At least I know that I am academically qualified to enter that UTP. heeheehaa! 

I provide you with some more pictures that I took when I was there. Jellyfish and squid rotten on the beach. And a little picture of me..mwahahaha! 

jellyfish

squid

Lets go home ! This time - money restriction , So ferry! Here we go!! and bus too........ Till I write later, see you soon. (^_^)v