:: My 1st dinner with them ::

Assalamualaikum sayangs. 

Yesterday, on 31st of March 2012, my college held an event named Malam Permata Gemilang. Purpose of this dinner *mmg wajib every year* is to show *lebih best, nk bg hadiah* to excellent student, fellows, assistant fellows, and some lucky sister or brother that attended the dinner. 

The thing about attending this dinner is that because of, I never did attend any dinner while I was in UTM KL. So, I really want to go. *sbnrnye, nak cantek2 je. ^___^ v.

Last night was fun. Well, if referring to the dinner itself, hmm, the shows- yes, never knew k10 has got  some talents. *penggabungan kolej laki n pompuan.ho yeah!  mmg cuci mata last night. peace!*

*melepaskan nafas yg xberapa nk pjg, demam punye pasal*

For this whole week has been a very tiring one. 1st time i had tests all week long. directly. *org melayu ckp, bturut2.*

All hardcore subjects. class in the morning, test in the night time. I commuted to and from k9 to kp, packed my stuff and went to kp to do a group study. Such a benefit of group studying when time is limited. *suke3!*

Okay okay. lets get into details of last night. 

jajanggg! 

My table is placed at the back. Like seriously just after the entrance. *tp meja kami kelilingnye boys. ^__^ *

4 girls and 6 boys. Now only i know that the guy is totally drown. haha..he is crazy!! cool cool. Meet and greet new friend, Qilah. She is crazy too! Definitely crazy table. When the event just about to begin, the guys are already eating. And just after the food arrived, *senduk dulu nasi n lauk kt pinggan * and they up and running to get refills. haha... *kuat lantak!*

It was fun. I have a great time. > it was nice seeing him wearing it. but.........he took my phone. and..... its my wallpaper. i wonder what he thinks...arrghh! < 

We left early. Next pit-stop is suara ok. * see, batok2 pon boleh karok lagi.! kuat semangat ! hee~*

When we arrived there, the guys already changed clothes. We the girls still in the dinner mode. still in our dresses, beautifully. =) . 2hours of karaoke, then we went to the McD just behind the university. Them guys went back. *1st time mereka xbgtau pape n just left after karok session - xsuke. xsopan langsung. *

Around 4 we left the fast food chain, and went to room sweet room. Me? online and chatted with new friend and dishing out gossip. ^_^ v. Got to bed at 6 , up and running at 10am. And dishing out here in my comfort zone. 

Please don't puke at my cam-whore session below. wahaha... im a girl. girls love taking photos. so what.?

Fathers in the world~

Assalamualaikum, and hi!

obviously i got the article copied n paste here from FB. i was reading n wondering at the same time. would it , just a little bit, be the same as what was told. if, just if, he was still alive. what i n my sisters and brother would turned out to be, now? and sadly posting this here so that whenever i open my blog, i can still read them, over n over again. 

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APA YANG ANDA TAK TAHU TENTANG SEORANG AYAH

Mungkin ibu lebih kerap menelefon utk menanyakan keadaan kita setiap hari..Tapi tahukah kita, sebenarnya ayahlah yang mengingatkan ibu untuk menelefon kita?

Semasa kecil, ibu lah yg lebih sering mendukung kita..Tapi tahukah kita bahawa sebaik saja ayah pulang bekerja dengan wajah yang letih ayahlah selalu menanyakan apa yg kita lakukan seharian

Saat kita sakit@demam, ayah sering membentak "sudah diberitahu! jangan minum ais!".Tapi tahukah kamu bahawa ayah sangat risau.??

Ketika kita remaja, kita meminta izin untk keluar malam. Ayah dengan tegas berkata "tidak boleh!"..Sedarkah kita bahawa ayah hanya ingin menjaga kita? Kerana bagi ayah, kita adalah sesuatu yang sangat berharga.

Saat kita sudah di percayai, ayah pun melonggarkan peraturannya. Maka kita telah melanggar kepercayaannya...Maka ayah lah yang setia menunggu kita di ruang tamu dengan rasa sangat risau..

Setelah kita dewasa,ayah telah menghantar kita ke sekolah@kolej untuk belajar..
Di saat kita memerlukan ini-itu, untuk keperluan kuliah kita, ayah hanya mengerutkan dahi.tanpa menolak, beliau memenuhinya..Saat kamu berjaya..Ayah adalah orang pertama yang berdiri dan bertepuk tangan untukmu..Ayah akan tersenyum dengan bangga..

Sampai ketika jodoh kita telah datang dan meminta izin untuk mengambil kita dari ayah..Ayah sangat berhati-hati mengizinkan nya..Dan akhirnya..Saat ayah melihat kita duduk di atas plamin bersama pasangan nya..ayah pun tersenyum bahagia..

Apa kita tahu,bahawa ayah sempat pergi ke belakang dan menangis?

Ayah menangis kerana ayah sangat bahagia..Dan dia pun berdoa "Ya Tuhan, tugasku telah selesai dgn baik..Bahagiakan lah putra putri kecilku yg manis bersama pasangannya"..

Setelah itu ayah hanya akan menunggu kedatangan kita bersama cucu-cucunya yg sesekali dtg untuk menjenguk..Dengan rambut yg memutih dan badan yang tak lagi kuat untuk menjaga kita.

'Sorry seems to be the hardest word' - Blue n Elton John

Sorry seems to be the hardest word

What I got to do to make you love me?

What I got to do to make you care?

What do I do when lightning strikes me?

And I wake to find that you're not there?

What I got to do to make you want me?

What I got to do to be heard?

What do I say when its all over? (babe)

Sorry seems to be the hardest word

It's sad, so sad

It's a sad, sad situation

And it's getting more and more absurd

It's so sad so sad

Why can't we talk it over?

Oh it seems to me

Sorry seems to be the hardest word

What I do to make you want me?

What I got to do to be heard?

What do I say when it's all over?

Sorry seems to be the hardest word

(Elton John)

It's sad, so sad

It's a sad sad situation

And it's gotten more and more absurd

It's sad, so sad

Why can't we talk it over?

Oh it seems to me 

Sorry seems to be the hardest word

Yeh.....sorry

Nah.......

Sorry

What do I do to make you love me?

What I got to do to be heard?

What do I do when lightning strikes me?

Yeah.....What do I got to do?

What do I got to do?

When sorry seems to be the hardest word 

Sometimes I think that sorry is the best way to tell a person, that i'm sorry. sorry for what I've done, what I've said that in any possible way that i may hurt that person's feelings or even pride.

sometimes i believe that sorry can cool a person off, can make a relationship better, can make a stranger smile. 

a person told me once, that there is no point of saying the word if you are not sincerely honest with it. a sorry should come with the feeling of sorry from the person saying so - as she quoted- 

since then, i found its hard to say sorry as easily as i would always use to. some people may just disregard everything and make accusations of me. thou, it didn't bother me. 

I've been in relationships that involves a lot of misunderstanding, pointless  argument led no where, silly acts that really hurts, spoken words that made me cried.

But it was never one sided. I knew I too took part in those processes. 

always human being judge a situation from own point of view. always human say sorry when they know they're in the wrong place. always.

it's not wrong. i'm in no place to say such thing. 

But,

since, I've been able to argue, find firm facts, and admit loss in any. i said sorry too. in such situation, i knew during the process, emotions are involved. i knew that i hurt in any way the others' feeling. i admit my loss, i said sorry. 

i acted out, made irrational demands and it tires people around me. do i say sorry? yes. in such situation. 

but, 

I would not tolerate an ongoing sorry, a pointless sorry,  a cynical sorry and a sorry act. I tried. but i just can't. 

its never wrong to say sorry thou. even if it fills up above criterion. and in such case, other would expect me to return a sorry. will i? depends.