Assalamualaikum.
it has been a really long time since the last time i wrote. I'm not going to write a veeerrryyy long entry today. I just feel like I need to write something on the blog. i don't really keep a diary...tried but no luck with that.
so.
lets not talk about school or holidays ... i would like to write about friendship. yes. yes it is.
there are so many types of friends in the human world. ones that we are close to..
i have a friend that i would like to write about. we were friends. she was nice. very sweet. very caring. very nice. oh. did i mention that before? very poise at times. clingy at times. she can make me feel like we're best friends for life. make me feel worse even. make me sad and cry. she did make me happy.
those moments really lived up to its names.
then, we had enough of each other. we fought. we keep our silence. and we turn away from each other. i felt wrong and wronged to. i felt sad. i felt somehow betrayed. its very emotional and tense.
after sometimes, i realized that , why in the world would i let that kind of friend get away? i mean, yeah. she did me wrong. i did her wrong too. why can't i put all that behind and make amends.?
of course syaitan really won. but, at nights i thought over and over again. she was nice. she was there when i need help. she was there all along. she was there . she was.
so, i said to myself. i'm gonna give it another shot. even if she annoys me, i'm gonna close one eye.. i bet she does the same too.
even though, things will probably never be the same as it used to, but, i'll at least have a person here, a friend whom i knew and hopefully still know. whom i can count on. and i hope she knows that she can count on me too. and forgive me with all her heart even though it could be hard.
and we should all treasure our friends as what they are. because, Allah has made them. they just as beautiful as we are.
thank you W.
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